Evil Wayne

Muthapusbucket.

Okay, let's try that again.

First, I finally have some time blocked to work on something and I can't locate the LAN files to work on the page. Okay, fine, they're probably downstairs and I'll get them later. So I feel the need to do something. To not blow the freakin' time here. I sequestered myself upstairs in the bedroom and am finally getting some use out of the notebook since I tucked it away in the little cocoon I put it in three weeks ago. Like that's not been a waste.

But now I sit here and I don't know what to do. I want to write something but I can't really focus and now I'm starting to feel pressure to come up with something and that's stressing me out and round and round we go.

I hate this crap.

Then, I get through a blog entry - no, not this one; close, but no cigar. I get through one and, because I'm working in Word and I don't feel like porting over any of Microsofts Bitch Goddess code, even by accident, I get the bright idea of pasting it into notepad and then tranfer to the blog. But I cut it, then decide I was a shortcut to notepad on my QuickStart menu. So I do that and it clears the clipboard of my blog entry. Only now, because I used "Cut" instead of copy, it's gone from Word too.

Garrrr...

I haven't been sleeping good either. Or eating good. Or breathing good... or whatever good. It's all been downhill lately. I'm having a hard time breaking out of the funk.

posted by Evil Wayne @ 8:37 PM